Fuck You

So she posted a link to Lily Allen. Yeah, I get your point but also thanks for reminding me of this song, how perfect the lyrics are for you and me.

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind
Then look a bit harder
'Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
Of all the hatred you harbor

So you say it's not okay to be gay
Well, I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get, do you get a little kick
Out of being small minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval you're after
Well, that's not how you find it

Do you, do you really enjoy
Living a life that's so hateful?
'Cause there's a hole where your soul should be
You're losing control a bit
And it's really distasteful

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you

You say you think we need to go to war
Well, you're already in one
'Cause it's people like you that need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you very, very much
'Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you
Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you

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5月4日ハピバー☆ひろポン

メランコリック~♬

Feeling kinda melancholic and shit, it'll pass but I'd just like to get some closure with S and all... I (we) haven't deserved being treated like this, time and time again. Just get off of your high horse already and start acting like the 27 year old woman you supposedly are.

Been looking for a dress for the July wedding since obviously S isn't making me anything anymore (though I had my doubts earlier, I believe when I see, let's put it like that.....). Frustrating to say the least. As of it's given that since I'm *whisper*fat*whisper* I only want fugly dresses in black, purple or with some hideous pattern and as baggy as possible... Or that I want to pay three times the normal price. Well fuck you world. Fuck. You.

Gotta dye Nooras hair today (she'll do mine ofc) so we'll be ready for Estonia come Saturday♪and it's nice to get to hang out with mom and dad as well, it's been a long time since they've been here and Miia hasn't.



It was the 13th anniversary of hides death yesterday. Thought about a lot of related things but it's not my place to say anything so I'll leave it at that. Hope you're happier up there with the rest of the amazing people. Save me a seat.

Also on a..."happier" note. The US military finally found Osama Bin Laden. And killed him at sight. Great job, as expected of the amazing US of motherfucking A! Shouldn't have been surprised but still, does it make them any different? Does this make any DIFFERENCE? Yeah, I don't think so either. You just invent another reason for some other war or conflict and innocent people will still die every day for a cause nobody knows, it's just the way the cookie crumbles.

☆★☆★☆

Something that's been bothering me lately.

Sometimes, people like to say that things shouldn't have happened.
That's a rather silly thing to say.
It's acceptable to say that by all probability, something shouldn't have happened.
That means something else entirely.
But if something happens, obviously, it was supposed to happen.

insect.

I can't open myself up to anyone I can't believe in anyone at all
and I can't see anything the light that shines is disappearing, soon it will be gone
unable to open myself up this is my weakness, my past
I can get what I want, yet if I do, the kindness I'm holding onto will slip away
the typical answer is when you die, you'll be reborn, come back again

my heart is shuttered, soon it will break apart
stifling my tears, I laugh day after day
my heart has shown me that believing is nothing
those hypocrites killed me

my heart is shuttered, soon it will crumble away
stifling my tears, I scream day after day
my heart has left me with a belief in strength
my own heart killed me